haven't posted in years! I know, I'm boring but that's OK no body is reading this anyways. Its like a diary that's out on the table, but people don't even notice it so it just sits there waiting for someone to pluck it. I like to think that I'm really philosophical and over looked but really I'm your average person. I'm not a good writer my life pretty much is poo right now and no one truly cares. Wow don't i sound suicidal lol but I swear I'm not i actually would hate to die right now b/c i feel i haven't truly lived life yet. I've never had someone I could really say is my boyfriend or say that I loved. I haven't traveled anywhere outside of Michigan or Ohio. I haven't voted in an important election. I've seen historical events but I haven't truly felt them. I haven't gone to college, i have yet to have a kid. I'm still a virgin and the thing is I would really miss out on some major event that all people should experience if I died right now. My life has not started yet and I can't wait for it to begin.