Chicago

So you know how I made that list of the 5 places I wanted to go a couple months ago? Well here's my addition to that list, CHICAGO. Except I've already been there and it was pretty much the best experience of my life. I have never been to a big city like that, if you could call it a big city, but it seemed like one to me. I was absolutely mesmerized by everything about the city. It screamed home to me, I felt like I belonged there. And to think I had never dreamt or even thought of going there kills me. Because Chicago is now where I want to be. My number one goal is to move there after college and teach in the inner city, low socio-economic status schools. I would absolutely love it and never want to leave. So beware, Chanelle's coming to Chi Town.

A million places to go

My top 5 places to visit
1. Germany
2. London
3. New York
4. Greece
5. Some where amazing!
I don't think I'll ever go to these places (which is a real shame especially b/c New York is just a few hours away) but a girl can dream. sigh. well dream big guys! I highly doubt anyone's reading this seeing as I have zero followers. lol.

Still awake eh? Yep thats me, awake for hours because i have nothing to do, I read fictional books in one day and non-fiction takes me from 5 days to never. Why do I stay up all night to watch unimportant things but cant stay up to do my homework? Why does my body sleep all day and stay up all night. And why do I insist on eating the wrong foods just because they taste good. Today I got news of what dorm Im in for college, its in the valleys a freshmen hall coed but certain floors have boys or girls. Im pretty excited but I just realized that I got some serious growing up to do in every single part of my life. College is a whole new era for me and Im going to do better. I have to do better or I'll be forever ashamed of my self. Life in college is going to be insane so therefore I gotta be a better person. My summer's resolution:
get fit
sleep at regular hours
stop being a rude ass
do homework
and learn to read non-fiction, theres going to be a whole lotta that shit in college.

haven't posted in years! I know, I'm boring but that's OK no body is reading this anyways. Its like a diary that's out on the table, but people don't even notice it so it just sits there waiting for someone to pluck it. I like to think that I'm really philosophical and over looked but really I'm your average person. I'm not a good writer my life pretty much is poo right now and no one truly cares. Wow don't i sound suicidal lol but I swear I'm not i actually would hate to die right now b/c i feel i haven't truly lived life yet. I've never had someone I could really say is my boyfriend or say that I loved. I haven't traveled anywhere outside of Michigan or Ohio. I haven't voted in an important election. I've seen historical events but I haven't truly felt them. I haven't gone to college, i have yet to have a kid. I'm still a virgin and the thing is I would really miss out on some major event that all people should experience if I died right now. My life has not started yet and I can't wait for it to begin.

Classical Net - Carl Orff - Carmina Burana Lyrics

Classical Net - Carl Orff - Carmina Burana Lyrics:
Amor volat undique Cupid flies everywhere
captus est libidine seized by desire.
Iuvenes, iuvencule Young men and women
coniunguntur merito are rightly coupled
(Soprano)
Siqua sine socio, girl without a lover
caret omni gaudio misses out on all pleasures,
tenet noctis infimashe keeps the dark night
sub intimohidden
cordis in custodia in the depth of her heart;
(Boys)
fit res amarissima it is a most bitter fate

I love Carl Orff he is amazing i would put the song on hear if i knew how :)

oooh this is new

I haven't blogged in a really long time. This is kinda like starting all over again, I've begun anew. Anyways um.... well lets talk about my laziness and how if I don't correct it now then I will be a failure when I get to college. Haha. Actually that's not funny, that my friend is what I call terrifying. I don't like being lazy it doesn't make my life any easier its just so damn easy to do. All you have to do is lay around and NOT do what your supposed to do.
And what does that get you? Rushing to finish your 10 pg paper the very night before its due, gaining major stress, grades slipping , and my oh so favorite being put on the wait list or probation (sp?) at the very college you want to go to w/ all your heart and soul. That last bit didn't really but if it did, I think I'd kill my self. You see the funny thing is even though I'm extremely lazy as to the point of lethargy, I still get A's and B's, I'm extremely smart but cant seem to put the effort in to actually earn that A.
Do you get what I'm saying? - wait time out, do you hear what I'm saying I can't believe I'm actually on here complaining about getting the grade w/o the work. Its official I'm insane.- The worst part about my laziness is that I disappoint my parentals and my most favoritest teach Mr.B. I mean I got a 4 on my AP test but I couldn't write a 10 pg paper? I'm sickened at my laziness and yet I still can't seem to get it together enough to actually do something about it. Maybe.... like get off my ass and go do some hmwk so I can get into Michigan State Uni. Huh! If there's anyone out there actually reading this crap that I call a blog then please please give me some advice on curing my senioritus oh that word is so horrible but I have it. And I need to clear it before the school yr starts.